Two words: Alice dellal.

Before I post a few pictures of this lovely beautiful woman, I must say she's a huge inspiration to me. Not only cause she has a sidecut, has a british accent, is also brazilian and awesome lol but because her style is so amazing. Some people might call her outfits "outrageous" or whatever, but she pulls off the grunge look so well. She makes me proud to be Brazilian and to have a sidecut, not that I ever wasn't but women like her, who are tough, unique and beautiful all at the same time who also happen to share an ethnicity and hairstyle as you make you feel a bit more accepted in this world. Notice how I said world, and not society. If I wanted to feel accepted by society, I'd buy 12 pair of the newest jordans and get me some skinny jeans to match all 12 of my jordans, and go follow everyone else around me. I don't mean to downgrade anyone who wears jordans, I've owned a few pairs in my past life, and when I say past life, I mean past life, like LONG long ago and 6 feet under. I honestly never really liked them or how they looked, I didn't understand why kids went so crazy over them, but I did like the attention I got from when I wore them and falsely connecting with people who had the same ones I may have had on. It was hard for me to be myself back then, if that makes any sense lol. But as I got older, I grew the courage to just start over and be me, be britt. Even though everybody hated her(hence my name), this new persona, but the real me, I could care less, cause I was happy. Btw I shall stop rambling and continue yapping how gorgeous Alice dellal is, lol. But yeah Alice is beautiful, I don't know how many times I could say that without getting tired, (Alice is beautiful, Alice is beautiful, Alice is beautiful) lol aha but yeah, she seems like a really genuine person, cause I know her like totally personally(I wish). Lol oh and by the way, I just discovered there is a blogger app for the itouch, so if you're wondering I am creating this post with my itouch, and no luck with a computer just yet but hopefully I will gain access to one soon or haven't own lol.... Btw, here's just a few of my favorite pictures of Alice:

Despite the cancer, Joseph - you're quite sexay.

It's been forever since I've done a new blog post, so I figured why not and I just saw the most epic movie ever. 50/50. Well I didn't just see it, seeking the fact that it's 6:00 am and i've been pulling an all nighter i'll regret in a few hours, let me just put it as, I saw it not to long ago. Other than my chaos trying to upload/ film videos for my new youtube channel, - that I barely contribute to as well as this blog, I shall ramble on about the movie and my day. Well first off let me say this day was pretty, well yesterday (technically) was pretty hectic. -_- First, my mom kept harrasing me to go with her to do groceries and laundry and whatever. And I ended up having to go with her to do groceries (boo hoo), and didn't have time to do the laundry cause I was suppose to meet my friend, Rita to watch the movie after. (So that means I'm going to have to do it today -_-)Which we ended up meeting but rushing cause my mom, as usual, wanted to make my life difficult lol, or... so it seems. Btw so we made it to the movie, and we were very excited to watch it cause we'd planned it for quite a while to go see it. So it was a really good movie, is all I could really say. There were some scenes that were just like the classic (*whine, whinme*trying to hold back the tears type moment) and (Oh my gosh that's crazy) or the more classic of the bunch, (OH NO SHE DIDN'T) lol. But yes, great movie, Joseph Gordon didn't a great job, and I apologize if I'm not very descriptive as I was with planet of the apes, but I'm just a bit woozy lol. A bit off topic, but I also saw drive not to long ago with Rita again, and that was also AWESOME! GO SEE IT. NOW. I would post pictures of what my outfit was, but I tried to upload them but it's taking way to long and I ran out of patience! So sorry about that, thank you. ~ hugs n kisses britt*

Nostalgia,

 Don't you ever get that feeling of looking back like 5 or 4 years from now? And how different eveyrthing was. Maybe it's just me, but everything was completely different, I swear. The people I called best friends, the people I disliked, the people I liked, everything. And at the moment I would of never thought things would of changed, I guess I knew the friendships I had would not last cause they were all hanging on a rope. As ashamed as I am to admit, back then, I never really felt solid with who I called bestfriends. I still talk to them, and see them occasionally and like them as people, but there was always something that was missing. This big hole, and I didn't really know what it was. As I moved on to a far away highschool, we drifted away and became people that barely knew each other, and to then meet my current, real and longest bestfriends, Rita, Renee, Marie and Yesenia, I just knew they were my bestfriends period. No holes, no lies, no hate, just true friendship, just love. And if anyone else is reading this besides the four, Rita, Renee, Marie, and Yesenia note that they aren't my only best friends but the ones I feel closest to, in order, since I've known them the longest and can literally talk to them about anything. But yeah I don't really know what exactly drove to write this post, I wish I could spend the next 5 hours explaining, 5 years in this post but I really do not want to do that. Nostalgia is hitting me pretty hard right now, maybe that's the reason why? Lol. I keep thinking about when I use to go to church, and how different I was. Not only in age, but I felt as though I was so locked up. And I don't blame the church, religion or God, don't get me wrong here. But I was so weak, and so, I don't even know the word. I think those were probably the hardest years of my life so far. I always felt like the underdog, and the one who never spoke. I felt like that kid in the back of the room, no one notices cause her mouth won't open, even though she's screaming inside. And to be honest I don't know how I got over it, and how I changed to the person I am today, even though I get a little shy sometimes, I'll never forget when I couldn't say a word, and how miserable I felt. I guess it'd be kind of tacky to say Lady Gaga helped me lol. Yes I'm a fan, been one for about 2 years now. First song I heard of her was "Just dance", and I really disliked it, honest to God. I kept thinking who is this "Gaga" and why do I keept hearing this stupid song over and over again. Then she came out with pokerface, which I like a lot. And then lovegame, paparazzi, etc. but when Bad Romance came out that's when I went crazy. I don't think I was every very crazy about her music, to be honest, I don't generally like pop music, but when I heard the song, the lyrics kind of spoke to me. And then The Fame Monster came out and I think, honestly, that album changed my life in a way. She sang about so many things on that album, like love, lust, sex, loving who you are, and the struggles of love. And some people don't get Lady Gaga, but a few years ago people didn't get me either. And I like Lady Gaga, cause her music lyrics and message helped me to be who I am today. Other than the fact that I respect that everyone has their own opinion, I don't care what anyone says anymore really, and I bet neither does she. She's sold over 9 million albums, and she's fearless. I'd love to see her preform one day lol. Btw I like how I talk aboutmy best friends to church then my obsession with Lady Gaga. Great lol.

Looking at James Franco, can make you not notice a million monkeys coming towards you.

I saw Rise of the planet of the apes about two days ago, this actually another saved draft lmao, cause of my whole computer sitaution but yeah, on my sister's netbook again aha. But yes other than the fact that Planet of the apes was freaking amazing, I couldn't help but lust after James Franco throughout the whole movie. Lmao. Freida Pinto was gorgeous in the movie as well. I was actually discussing with one of my bestfriends Rita, that I was so happy she was in the movie with James Franco, and that she wasn't another white woman falling in love with a white guy, lol. And their chemistry was flawless. Not that I have anything against white people falling in love with each other lol, but I really love to see interracial couples. It's so generic and mainstream to have a white woman and a white man together, or black man and black woman. I don't know if it's because my mother is Guyanese and my dad is Afro-Brazilian I just always thought interracial couples,--- wether it'd be someone from Europe, Asia, Africa, South America etc. if someone could be finding, love from beyond where they are from and "subjected" to is amazing. I find it inspiring to be able to love and appreciate all different types of races, I'm actually pretty thankful I'm this way. I hear people say all the time " Oh I'm not being racist or anything, but I just don't find (black)/(white) people attractive." Well excuse me honey, you're def. not being equal. Don't get me wrong, I guess some people just can't help but to be single minded. Sometimes it's what you see, where you live, or what you were raised to believe that cause you to become that way I guess, and the rest I don't know --- it's history. I understand if someone prefers a certain race, or nationality better than another due to culture or what not, but to literally subject yourself to one race, or culture, to me in my opinion is just horrible and stupid. Pretty ignorant actually, especially that you won't give someone a chance cause of their race. That sucks, and being a multi-racial female, I know how hard it could be. But I don't know how I end up rambling about all this lol, but yeah the movie was amazing and I recommend anyone to watch it. I'm also going to post a few pictures of me and my friends in the park, later that day. And also random stills/pictures, some from the movie. :D

I finally made one!

The idea of me making a blogspot has been going on, and off, in my head for ages I just wasn't sure. And I finally decided to make one! I know my blog looks totally noobish but I'll get the hang of it soon. I have a tumblr and what not, and don't get me wrong, I love tumblr, but I've been meaning to create a blog at blogger cause I feel it's more personal and hands on, not as easy as tumblr but there's more to showcase personally. I don't know if I'm making sense but yeah lol, excuse my run-on sentences also. My itouch has been having issues charging, and I usually take a crap loud of pictures of that, and I don't have a camera so... I'm not really steady with the whole getting access to a computer also, the one I'm on is actually my sisters netbook. I was on my old computer I hooked up yesterday, this was saved as draft btw. I really don't wanna slack on this blog, but my access may be limited at times. I'm just going to be posting my daily or weekly adventures or my thoughts. I'm going to post some pictures of me and my friends Yesenia and Rita, all around the city a couple days ago. We had a mini photoshoot in the park lol, it's awkward taking pictures in front of people but we just let our self go. ;)